The Next Step

I think I'm making an effort to take a step forward. Somehow there is determination this time rather than the usual "yeah yeah, I'm trying". This obviously has cause a significant stress on me, mostly from myself.

I noticed my sleep quality has significantly deteriorate ever since I decided to go for it. But the worst should be over on Saturday. Despite my sleeping discomfort, I keep having this image in my mind. It took me a while to figure out what it is. It is the image of breaking through. A break through of what has been holding me back. I take this as a good sign that I'm moving towards the right direction. Having that figured out, my sleep quality improved a bit.

On a side note, my parents have left me in charge of the house for a week while they went for a holiday with other couples. Parents enjoying life after their children have grown up.