Sending The Wrong Message

Yesterday I receive a message from Ai Li. She finally grant me a “date” with her. I was so excited throughout the night. I slept early so that I would be fresh and well rested when I meet her. But I woke up in the middle of the night due to my overly excited emotions. Seconds passed like minutes and minutes passed like hours. Finally it was close to the meeting time. I rushed to our appointed meeting place despite knowing I’ll be early. The wait was definitely worth it. I was finally able to lay my eyes upon her grace and beauty. Being a woman, she played hard to get. I had to run through mountains and valleys before I caught up to her. As a reward, she brought me to a secret alcove where we feast upon ambrosia. Ah…what delightful taste. Before I could make my next move, she said “That’s it for today. If you reach me faster next week, maybe we’ll have more time together.”

Ah….to wait for another week before I can see her grace and beauty again.

What actually happened.

Ai Li messaged me for jogging. I rested early but woke up in the middle of the night because I have fully recharged. I overestimated the jam so I arrived early. We walked up and down around the hill for 1 hour. Then we went to eat ‘pan mee’. The food was so so only. Before we go home, she told me “we’ll jog again next week.”

Sweat….have to go through hell again next week. Although the company is good.

What Would Happen If We Were Together

I have no idea why I suddenly wanted to write this but the whole idea just came to me when I woke up from my sleep after 30 mins falling asleep...

Ivy

She would work hard for "us" and would work harder to make me become a better person. I would probably get some work done and eventually achieve what I am capable of achieving. But in the end she would leave and I would allow her to leave as I would have understood that there are others who need her more than I do.

Mandy

Unfortunately the only picture that I can see is that she will work hard to earn money and be crying at home. I'll most likely be the kind of alcoholic husband who gets money from the wife and then leave her alone at home while I go out goofing. She might argue with me once in a while but if I'm in a good mood, I'll ignore her. But if I'm in a bad mood, I'll beat her up and then go out seeking pleasure.

Ai Li

This one is a bit tricky. I think I'll work hard to let her enjoy an extravagant type of lifestyle. Most of my focus would be on my work. I'll only be able to give her the money that I earned but not the love that she deserves. Or rather I would not be able to love her and can only give her the money in compensation. In the end we would end up getting divorce with me paying a huge amount of alimony.

Note: The above is only a thought that occurred in a fleeting moment. None of it might be apply to the future nor is applicable to the present.

BBQ

It has been a long time since we had BBQ together. Thank you all for coming.