I guess it's a good movie since I felt like blogging about it. I guess it's a movie Ivy might like. The title of the movie is "PS I Love You". Maybe you watched it before, maybe you haven't but I felt that it is a good movie.

Erm...I don't know how to put it in words but it's sorta like the guy made arrangements before he dies to help his wife to move on. So he left letters and some instructions to her friends and family to help her after he died. Hmm.....putting it like this doesn't seems to make it attractive. But anyways, you should watch it la.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/P.S._I_Love_You_(film)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-as6Kbcj4c

Something nice to keep my emotions in check.

On a side note, this month is the month that I blogged the most. Lots of things has happened. Some good, some bad and some in the middle. But I found out something or confirmed something about me. But that will be for some other time. For now, this will be it.

P.S. I Love You (copy the movie =>)

Family Trip

Well as the topic says, I had a family trip to Genting Highlands. Participants include Dad, Mom, Second Bro + Sis-in-law, Third Bro, and me. We left home at 4.30pm on the 24th of July. Went to Gohtong Jaya to eat dinner. Dinner includes 清蒸顺壳, 生虾东粉, 清炒gai lan苗, 清炒yao mak苗, and 僵茸田鸡. And after that we went to our rooms in Highland Hotel. Room 8392 and 8390. Had a short rest and toilet time, we went to the casino.

It was my first trip to the casino. Well, as I am only 21+, this is the first time I get the chance to go into a casino. We walked around the casino and have a look around. Neither of my brothers have been into the casino in Genting before. Mom gave us each a $25 chip to begin with. We gathered around the roulette and begin observing. My brothers betted and I waited for the feel. After a few rounds I felt the number between 17/20. My Second bro told me to be more conservative and bet on the 2 row. I followed his idea and the number that came out was 17!!! Well....my 18 to 1 odds became a 2 to 1 odds. But nonetheless, I still win la. We had our fun in the casino and happy to say Uncle Lim belanja the dinner and tomorrow's breakfast la.

After casino session, we went back to our rooms and watch tv for awhile. There was this "I Survived A Japanese Gameshow" on 8TV. Its was a japanese gameshow with ang-mohs as contestants. The guai-lows were like "Man, I'm so stressed" but the Japanese host and crowd was like having a good time. Even at the end where someone got eliminated, there was a bunch of japanese dudes in tuxedo coming in and carried the loser out of the place as if the loser had just won. But the guai-low was like "Man, I so don't like this losing." and stuff like that.

After that, we went for a drink. A cup of hot coffee(I got a latte) in a chilling night. Ahh....how nice. And McDonald's at 3am. Muahahahaha. And I found my collector's edition there.

That be it for the day. I slept on the floor(bad habit of mine) even though there is sufficient space on the bed. It was a good night sleep. No mosquitos and cool weather. What more could I ask for. But then, the dreadful wake up call from the "Empress". I woke up blur blur and took a shower. That shower left me shivering after I left the toilet. Ya. It was COLD. A very cold morning. A warming breakfast at (forgot the name d), I was back to normal, braving the cold wind as if they were nothing.(Well, they were nothing even before I took a bath)

So, a bit of dilly-dallying and walking here and there, 我们带着依依不舍的心情回家. <- standard chinese composition ending.

My leg ached after coming back from the trip. Walked a lot. Casino too big. Sleep like pig. Reach at 1pm. Sleep till 7pm. Went for my second sis-in-law's sister's full moon. Eat, talked, go home. Found out that 3 girls if they marry me they will have a blissed wedding. Suddenly feel like high in demand. (Erm....you know who you are la....I shan't put any names here....P&C ma....)

Yalor....one of them say if I try hard enough I got chance, summore give me house address and say only one person can reach her house with the address only. Will give it a try. Potential name change: Eric

The other one say very hard to get her for breakfast. (Might have to face father halau or risk police coming). Received info about 1st one where house got parang, father can make bomb. Says her house safer no parang and no bombs. Might affect the weightage. Potential name change: Tucker

Third one I think still afraid of lizard. But she's very far away la so very hard la. Potential name change: Oscar

Then there is this conversation.

I told her that my friends did the FB thing and got that result. She say "Good lor, got 3 potential" I asked her whether she can become a potential or not.

She said:

"this is my last long holiday

for the next 4 years

it wont be fair for me to make you wait

and i dont think its right either"

so yalor......yalor.......You 3 got hope liao. She sorta said "No" to me. So prepare yourself la. If you receive some anonymous flower or letter or maybe chocolate(I know you don't like it so I wont send it to you), it maybe from me la. Just giving you a heads up.

Update....

Some people requested for an update so here it is....

My brother bought a new printer/scanner/photocopy 3 in 1 machine for the house but sadly the comp's CD-ROM rosak liao, cannot install the software. So now the comp is pending a repair but dunno when. Tried out the printer using my bro's laptop. It works well so now no need to pay 15cents per page when printing in college liao.

Printed out a new music sheet for my piano titled "To Zanarkand" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-0G_FI61a8). A much simpler piece to practice than Aerith's Theme. Practice has begun and completion hopefully soon la.

Watched Harry Potter 6 with college friends. Was initially a sing K session but due to insufficient members we change plans and watch a movie instead. The movie was ok ok but kinda not up to what I expected la. I imagined a lot of how the magic stuff would look like but the movie showed totally different things. And the movies skipped a lot when compared to the book.

Also watched Public Enemy by Johnny Depp with my brother and cousin. He looks much better in Pirates than PE. Also less charismatic. Anyways, the movie is like a waste of RM7(student price). Totally don't get the movie at all. Boring all the way, no climax, and kinda lame gua.

Yalor...i guess this is the update of what has happened since the last few days...

Untitled

I saw something like this....

"Pain, loneliness and a constant urge of wanting to cry.. perhaps?

And for that very same reason, I am glad & beyond fortunate that I have a family to turn to when the going gets rough, that I have supportive and wonderful good friends whom I can count on."

What if the mask is worn even in front of family? How can one turn to family for help like that?

The burden of guilt.............................

I am who I am...I want to be who I am...is it too much to ask?

Sorta an update....

Well....for the pass few days I've done nothing much....been practicing on the piano with little improvement....maybe need to spend more time on practicing....

I've also completed a PS3 game titled "Infamous". Nothing much to the game.....it's about a guy who got zapped by a bomb and gained electrical powers....

My second story also got a bit of update....still deciding whether to give a happy ending or a sad ending....

Also played Risk with my brothers...which I won one of them. If you don't know what Risk is, it's a board game on the topic of world domination...you win either by dominating the world thus defeating all your opponents or you complete all your quests....

Oh ya, not to forget....I spent like 3 days at my friend's house....RC'ed a lot while searching for songs....I got 2 CD's worth of music which I passed to Ai Li when we met during Bee Li's birthday...

Which brings me to Bee Li's birthday...there was 6 of us there to celebrate with Bee Li (not counting Leng Keat). Before Bee Li arrive, Edmund was like "Sorry lah, only got 6 of us to celebrate with Bee Li. The rest cannot make it." We sorta tried to surprise Bee Li (dunno whether it worked or not...). We had dinner at Louisiana(dunno name correct or not but the place where we had eat all you can spaghetti for 12.90 that place la). After that we went to Subang for dessert at Snowflakes(introduced by Betsy).

Well....this post is sorta jumbled up....cos my mind also in a mess i guess....too long didn't work so starting to rust...

But all in all....if it doesn't suit you....免强没辛富....

All things in moderation....and we are all here to support each other....

^.^V

Bonus Track - Moonrise Moonset

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCtxxQ9TBpI

This was inspired by someone we know....i hope you know its you...and its definitely not MJ...

With Micheal Jackson's "You Are Not Alone" in your head.....

Another day has gone, you were not online
How could this be? I'm worried about you
You never said to me....how you were feeling
How could I know....unless you tell me so....

Everyday i sit and keep waiting....for you to appear,
but somehow you just never show up....

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

Just the other night....
I thought I hear you cry....
Looking for someone....
To share the time with you....
I can hear your prayers....
Your burdens I will bear....
Though I'm not the one....
I am here to help....

Everyday i see you hurting there....
I wanted to help you....
But something kept me going close to you....

And you are not alone....
I am here with you....
Though we're far apart...
I am always here....
You can call to me....
I will hear you out....
Just a SMS....
I will be with you...

You are not alone....
I am here for you....
I may not be the one....
But I will try my best....

Just SMS and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there...

And you are not alone....
I am here with you....
Though we're far apart....
I'm just one call away....

You are not alone....
For I am here with you....
Though you're far away....
I am here to stay....
You are not alone....
For I am here with you....
Though we're far apart....
You're always in my heart....

For you are not alone.....

Flowers for Algernon

This is a storybook that I have just finished reading. It talks about how a mentally retarded person or so called "exceptional" was given a chance to become a genius. Lab results indicates that animals will become smarter after an operation. But no one knows what will happen if it was done on a human being and no one knows how long it will last or what will happen after that.

The main character is Charlie Gordon. He is the "exceptional" person chosen for the operation. Algernon is a lab rat that has already undertaken the operation. Before the operation, Charlie was no where as good as Algernon at going through a maze. His eye cue was 70 something. But after the operation, his IQ steady increased to 180. He became a genius. He was able to master many different language, make argument about different things and challenge previously unchallenged ideas.

Before the operation, he has friends who laughs at him but he didn't know that. After the operation, he knew they used to laugh at him. They even started to fear him because he has become more superior than them.

As time goes by, he researched into the operation he had undertaken. He found that the increased performance of his brain is directly proportional to the deterioration of the brain. The smarter he become, the faster his brain will weaken.

So in the end, he went from "exceptional" in the lower spectrum to "exceptional" in the upper spectrum and back again. He worked hard to gain that much just to know that he will lose it all.

Can you imagine how it will feel like to be worshipping someone like a god, then know that they are just some insecure, insignificant human being, and then fall back down to become worse than them again.........

If you had the chance to go through it......would you want to try it?